You never failed me. You never let me down. What you get in return from me? Oh Lord, forgive me for I am a sinner. Forgive me because I decided to disobey You.
I believe that only right decisions really matter. And even how “good” the decision looks like, I know you would not compromise Your holiness for that. And no matter how I convince my self that each decision I made was a kind of right decision, it is not making sense at all. Right is right. There is no “kinda right” or “kinda wrong”. You do not bargain Your holiness for us because You are God.
You are sovereign. You are just. You are righteous. But, You are gracious. I have been through a lot of things and You showed me Your mercy. You showed how a loving God you are. You are my Savior. You are Jesus. You are my Father in heaven.
Hold me God. Mold me, my Maker. Help me. Have mercy on me. Forgive me.